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Christmas to do list thoughts.
I have gone so far out of my way to enjoy this Christmas season. Doing little things like planning far ahead, getting my 'to do's' done early, putting my tree up before Thanksgiving so I could enjoy...
View ArticleToday I Cried.
Today I cried because, I don't want to anymore. This year has worn me down more then ever before. I feel broken and beyond repair. The truth is sometimes being sick breaks you down. The holidays for...
View ArticleFaith of a mustard seed. Tender mercy today.
Update after yesterday's pity party... A lot of prayer, a little faith in a hard time, and a prompting to watch this video (https://youtu.be/2nPY22FoDpY ) that popped up is AMAZING! Pray he is there....
View ArticleMy PSA announcement.
I was just scrolling through social media and there is so much sinful and hateful actions spewing from the internet. From person to person. It is every where, the news, and social media. Every where we...
View ArticleFood for thought
After last years tsunami hit our lives. I had been in survival mode. One crucial thing that happens after survival mode is you hit I have to deal with what just happened mode. And it is hard. It is...
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Body on fire solutions?
"Sometimes these wings get a little heavy I can't see between the lines but I'm rocking steady. When I can't fly I start to fall but I've got wheels I'm rolling on" -Miranda Lambert. Haven't seen this...
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I do not know what to say, but I'm ready to talk.
I made it to 27... For the first time I find myself crippled. I do not know what to tell my readers after this year of trauma. I am hurt but I am healing. God is with me every single step of the way....
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Will You be My Valentine?
Valentines day was a blessed day for me. I got to get out of the house and just enjoy being happy with my husband. Truly simply happy. We went to dinner at a local restaurant the night before and went...
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Oh So Good
Tonight is a quiet night in my house. Just me and the puppers curled up on the couch with the heating pad. Endometriosis is still not my friend. So I have been reflecting on my week and I have been...
View ArticleCoronavirus Rural Arizona
With the recent pandemic if the Coronavirus people have been curious as to how I am doing and generally afraid for me. I am of today fine. It has not hit our county yet. So I am far more concerned over...
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Covid19 update #1, Rural AZ.
My mantra of the week has been, " It is well with my soul." I found this image across Facebook and it stuck in the midst of panic. There has been comfort in spring cleaning my house this week, plus a...
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1st Anniversary Toilet Paper
This year for our very first wedding anniversary, Husband figured out it was the paper anniversary so along with my gift he included some toilet paper. He found it very funny and I was not ammused in...
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Week 3 Covid19 Quarantine
This dog is always at my side when I need him. He is so sweet and comforting when I am down... I don't not know what I would do with out this pup and his love. My guts are defective today. I had IVIG...
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Rough morning
I could use prayers during this crazy time... my body finally heard about Covid19 and decided it wanted to play games. I'm having a rough morning. I thought I had a stomach bug but I have been sick...
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week 4 Chronically ill Covid19
Another week has passed. Not much has changed for me anyways. I am stuck at home and have gone on a whole 2 car rides this month. Luckily I am used to living like this for the most part. The hard part...
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Covid19 and chronically ill Chronicles #5
Easter was BORING as Husband worked but super blessed. I am so thankful for all of the sacrifices Jesus gave for me and my family. (Including the ultimate sacrifice) I am thankful for the atonement...
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Covid19 & Chronically ill Chronicles #6
My morning thoughts. I have seen a lot of arguing over if we should re-open the country or not. Go back to normal or stay put? I have seen that some people feel their freedoms are being taken away and...
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Chronically ill & Covid19 Chroniciles 7
Pulled out the laptop early ... It's my last morning of the week to sleep in and I am up in pain but the sounds of the little birdies tweeting outside first thing in the morning while the sun comes up...
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It is well
This week it has been well with my soul... I am moving mountains I feel in my life in the first time in a long time. Tonight,I lay restless and sleepless staring out my window from the couch. Looming...
View ArticlePeace in Christ
This song has been repeatedly playing in my head and I find it no coincidence.https://youtu.be/R46J-GjbRWA My heart is heavy and the world is defeating so I turn to Heavenly Father and he sends me...
View ArticleI have Covid.
I found my new anthem and it is perfect. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xlpcu3gsU yesterday I found out I tested positive for Covid19. I started getting sick 2 weeks ago the first week was mere...
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Post Covid Update
I hope every one have a blessed and fun fourth of July!! We just hung out at home with quarantines and lack of events around town. It was a simple day filled with grilling and chilling. I have been...
View ArticleFear is a liar at 4 am
I have been struggling with severe to crippling hip pain for a good month now. Maybe even longer. I even had acupuncture for the first time yesterday and it helped for the day but something is...
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Another diagnosis
This past month not hip has been bothering me and I have not been able to walk and I have been aking up in pain. My pcp did some basic tests and found I have degenerative disc disease in my lumbar...
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Resting in him
Because sometimes we just need a reminder after being up sick all night. That fear is the problem in the equation. And that the antidote for fear is faith. I know God speaks to me through song at just...
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